When my petition was denied I intentionally and even beyond my rage kept insulting the judges of the final court taking pride in that despite my lose at least I am reacting to the highest court like the ones below if not worse. Even assuming that later I would have been able to reach thoughts about the intention inside the court leading me to change direction without dependence on feeling as if this guy was being pushed from inside the court to contact me, I, for the standard of behaviour described above, still like being empowered to detect the court itself putting such effort more than the other way around and regardless of how much the latter could be better for me.
