It is very discomforting for me to see the final point for people to complain about injustice they suffer in such a huge country and with this limited number of intermediate stages gets even a little bit consumed by the game this corruption guy brought to it. What helps me tolerate this is the hope that I can minimize the amount of energy and resources diverted to this there and make dealing with the situation more convenient by conveying how much I am personally at ease here . Therefore it is very important to me that I get believed in that I am conveying reality instead of being seen as a good guy making a sacrifice. Actually the more I feel believed in conveying that reality the more I feel free to do what I want to do instead of sacrificing the time. I don't need to be already entangled or for anyone to push me in order to fall in a situation like this. The corruption guy has pushed this to be something that I would not only willingly choose to throw my self in it but also search exhaustingly in order to do so. It is saying otherwise what would have been the hard thing to fit my track record in the stock market where it is not even close to being a realistic goal to seek a similar situation. One may imagine this mentioned there as someone sees another person not being content to invest with anybody and says mockingly to the latter that he can do that with the judges running the final court.
